Every year is better than the last.

Christmas has never been more fun. Shanna and I love watching Emma now that she is old enough to really experience the Holidays. Obviously we took her to get a photo with Santa. It was pricey and it took a long time. I know standing line wasn't easy on Shanna and it wasn't easy for Emma but seeing her so excited to speak to Santa was worth it.

Even though there are many reasons why this Christmas is better than ever there is one that makes this time of year difficult. One of my grandparents passed away earlier this year and even though I can probably count the number of Holidays spent with her on one hand it will be difficult to get through tomorrow without thinking of her. I didn't have a chance to go to the funeral and I don't know if the reality of it has sunk in all the way but the absence of a phone call and yes, as shallow as it may initially seem, the lone missing gift will be sorely felt come Christmas afternoon.

All of my grandparents (and relatives for that matter) have given me plenty of gifts over the years. I'm not just referring to tangible items like presents but words, prayers, advice, examples, support, and plenty more. I don't mean to belittle any of the gifts I have received from my living relatives but for some reason the lowly single item that my Grandma would send me twice a year without fail on my birthday and at Christmas have become some of my most appreciated gifts. My Grandma lived a couple states away and these presents have always been a reminder that I have people out there praying for me and now my family too.

They were always thoughtful gifts. I can practically hear her calling my dad on the phone and asking him if there is anything "that the boys could use for Christmas? You know, like gloves, or hats, or scarves." I still have my gloves and the day they fall apart will be a sad day indeed.
I am going to miss not speaking to her on the phone tomorrow. How she would always be amazed at how clear and close by we sound on over the phone. I guess in a way she has probably never been closer. My guess is that she is in Heaven celebrating this Season right along with us.
One thing I don't have to guess about is that I am sure she will be asking Jesus to watch over us all and bless us this Christmas.

Thanks for all the gifts and thanks for all the prayers over the years Grandma.